I didn't get into spin yesterday, so I did the elliptical instead. Not exactly the tough workout I had hoped for, but at least I got in something. Today I plan to swim and run, though if I can spin, I will. Life is rarely according to plan. I am still doing the WW thing, though I have had a few days of eating WAY over my points... I weigh in tomorrow and I am hoping to at least see a few pounds gone. I know it's not going to be overnight, but if I actually could stick to the plan I know I can lose the weight.
My daughter said something to me last night that made me realize she's never known me any other way than overweight. It's not how I see myself, but it is how she sees me. I moved here 5 years ago and realize that none of the friends I've met here know me any other way than fat. Again, it's just not how I see myself. One day I'll get to that point where the outside matches the inside.
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