I decided that I can only worry about what I have in front of me, and not what I have looming down the road. Committments stress me out and I am sick of trying to prepare myself weeks out for things that are so fleeting... a shower, a wedding, company, vacation, school events for the kids... whatever... Summer is supposed to be a time to kick back and enjoy and that is what I will do.
It's really hard to do though - change how I act and re-act. It's uncomfortable. I guess that's why I haven't done it yet. I guess that's why it feels so much like work.
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