Things are not better, but not worse - thank God.
I am trying to tell myself that God only gives you what he knows you can handle. It's probably the worst time of my life. I went to train with my sisters Saturday. I NEEDED to go and even though I didn't feel very strong - I biked, but walked instead of ran, I went. Triathlon is in 2 weeks and it couldn't be further from my thoughts.
183.5 - Under normal circumstances I would be thrilled to see the scale drop so fast, but I know that this is not good for me. I try to eat, but NOTHING tastes good. My stomach is in knots.
I know I have to be strong. I know I need to get out. I know I can't let this consume me.
2 comments:
Oh no, I will keep you and your family in my thoughts, I hope that things are looking up today
Praying for you and your daughter and family. Peace.
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