Maintaining, which I suppose is good though I am ready to start losing again.
I am still frazzled; just a little less so since we got back from our short vacation. Washington felt like New England summer - 80's, sunny and no humidity. We walked to all of the monuments and with the exception of one big dinner at Tony Cheng's Restaurant in Chinatown, I did very well with the eating. It certainly helped that my DH is NOT at all on plan. He was eating like I have NEVER seen him before. It repulsed me and made me even more determined to stay on plan. We are not really getting along these days; we need some serious marriage counseling; so perhaps this is how I deal with the stress. Between the marriage issues and my daughter's illness I have a pretty full plate; my food intake is all I can control.
With all the crap going on in my life you would think that I would be exercising and you would be wrong. I am actually hoping to swim a bit before I teach this morning, but other than that and a short walk on Tuesday, that is all I have accomplished. I felt yesterday that I am more ready to get myself together. My library training is finished and I'll be back to a regular teaching schedule at the YMCA next week. I need to commit to a plan and follow through... I'll reveal that plan tomorrow.
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I still read you too :)
My husband was eating a bag of potato chips in my face yesterday and it sparked a "disagreement." So I know how THAT feels. I try and let my anger carry me through a good biking session and by the end I do feel better.
Sending hugs... be well. We'll get there.
I HEAR you in a BIG way! It's completely a passive aggressive thing he does. I just keep dumping the soda and filling up cheeto bags full of water. My kids are not overweight yet, but dd1 could be (she's built like me) and dd2 could be as well if I let her eat half of what dad brings home. Yes, we need some serious help!!
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