The world will not stop. There will never be NORMAL. We will never be on a schedule. I will never have a clean house or a properly stocked kitchen. My checkbook will never be balanced. We'll never have enough space, money, time, to do what we want to; when we want to... It will never be good enough, but I will have to accept that it is good enough...
THIS IS JUST THE WAY LIFE IS....
Now I have to learn to deal with it. I have to learn to eat properly without excuses; I have to exercise knowing the planets are not aligned. I can't sweat the small stuff, I have to learn to roll with the punches, turn lemons into lemonade...
I am frustrated. I am angry that my life is SO crazy, not normal... I feel frazzled and anxious and wish that I could just get off the ride for a little while to rest and regroup. But I can't; so I'll just keep doing what I am doing, and hoping that one day I will feel a little bit better about how things are going. I will never give up. I do have hope that one day I will find my happy place.
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