Grumpy and Apathetic...

If only I could have a dose of motivation --- PLEASE!!!

I need to get a jump start with my weight loss. I haven't been eating horribly, but I really can't say that I am counting my points. I NEED to journal; I know it works; and yet... I need to exercise. I have all these plans, but if I choose not to follow through plans mean NOTHING.

It's frustrating. I am not a happy camper these days. I am feeling very unappreciated. I am feeling overwhelmed at times. I also have been spending a lot of time by myself or with my kids. I definately can see that I have cut myself off from friends. I complain that it is just the winter; but maybe it's more than that. I need to really push myself to do more for me. I need to not care if my house is clean. It would make much more sense to go to spin 2x week.

And I have a cold that has kept me from sleeping for the better part of a week. Can it get any better?