Trying to improve body and mind every day while balancing work, family and a teen with a mood disorder.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
I STILL like my bike...
But I really need to rethink my riding group. My neighbor - fine; but when E and K joined in it turned into a 2 hour blab session, and NOT the kind of ride I would have liked. I don't want to come off as too serious - I know that is just not the case, but when you all have kids and an opportunity to be without them for a few hours in the nice fresh fall air, why would you spend those precious moments complaining about how far your 8 yo's soccer game is to drive to, and why Mrs. Stillman is so stern with her 1st graders... I want to attack the up hills and spin right on down hill as fast as I can. I don't want to converse about who is and who is not volunteering for the PTA fundraiser... I don't care which pre-school is cheaper or better or more inclusive of parents. IWANTTO RIDEMYBIKE! I know I could just go by myself - and therein lies the problem. Why can't I? Some bizarre fear... I know the 20 mile route now and should be able to do it with out feeling so freaky...
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Then go get on your bike and RIDE!! Or identify the fear and attack that! Fear of flats? Practice changing! Fear of other breakdowns? Take a bike workshop! You can do it!
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