I think I may buy a scale. The only one I can access is in the main fitness center - not the locker room at the gym and I feel weird about weighing myself in front of random people... Part of me doesn't want to go back down that numbers path, but then I read the research about accountability and most successful maintainers weigh in on a regular basis. I know I need to get my head out of the sand.
On another note, the kids were good this week... very few hiccups... and I even allow myself to believe that the teen is making strides. We've got a long road ahead, but I'm very hopeful and that is good.